HEYHEYHEY!
i'm back to blog
after such a looooong time
xD

many things happened
too many to even name it
recovering from my damn sickness
._.

played STEPS
and back to AUDI
LOLS
i myself also
can't even believe it
x.x


iloveyou
<3



`signing off
22.11.2009 ; 7.19pm
JESSLYN

I'm Yours & You're Mine (:

saw his post
which he blogged
at 2am
due to the sms i sent
the gap i created
between us
after i blogged
my previous post
tears dropped while reading
his post

regretted
i seriously regretted
why am i so stupid?
why do i even said such things?
why do i even do such things?
why do i even think this way?
why do i even want to clarify?
i'm plain stupid
and dumb
i'm a goner

he said that
he don't want to receive
any smses from me anymore
not anymore
we've got nothing
to talk anout
i guess
this time round
he'll leaves

i understand
the disappointment
i gave to him
which i myself
also don't want to
due to my sensitivity
and confidence level
got me into such
deep trouble and hurt

deep down my heart
i hope he forgives me
i hope he will still be there
always for me
and by my side
happy fun together
spending our times together
but i know
it's impossible already
who would be so silly
to be together
with such a dumb girl?

i lost him
i lost him from my life
i lost my love
i lost someone
who i love a lot
the pain is killing me
i just hope
to receive his call
or even sms
so i can explain


baby
sorry
i'm sorry
and i seriously love you

if you insist of leaving
i won't stop you
just let me rot
since i'm so useless
i just hope you'll be happier
without me
please take very good care
of yourself
remember your meals
and have enough rest
take very good care
of your back and shoulders also

and again
i'm sorry



`signing off
06.11.2009 ; 9.28am
JESSLYN

I'm Yours & You're Mine (:

still nothing to blog about
not feeling in the right mood
confused & emo & uneasy
mixed feelings
for a few days already
hais

i know i'm wrong
i shouldn't have doubt you
but things just ain't right
you're so real
but yet so unreal
what should i do?

i'm really confused
will you lie to me?
will you hide things from me?
is everything you says
serious and real?
and such?
it's torturing me
miserably

i'm breaking down
i hope to know
the exact situation
thoroughly inside out
feeling rather uneasy
my heart isn't firm
i'm just too sensitive
and low self-confidence
which i hope to change the most

baby
i really love you
i hope you are too
please tell me
everything
and not hide
it's won't be good
T.T



`signing off
06.11.2009 ; 08.45am
JESSLYN

I'm Yours & You're Mine (:

actually
nothing much to blog also
just feeling rather
bored and no mood

can't sleep
felt uneasy the whiole day
still have the feeling now
hais
hope to hear from him soon
T.T

i'm seriously worried
keep having cry feelings
but i know i shouldn't
it's torturing me
hais

i will try to sleep soon
hope you are doing good
remember your meals
and have enough rest okays?
<3


baby
iloveyou
deeply
<3



`signing off
05.11.2009 ; 2.11am
JESSLYN

I'm Yours & You're Mine (:

it's been more than one week
since i last blogged
can't really remember what happened
x.x

yesterday was dad's birthday
and once again
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
:D
went to eat sushi buffet
at IMM
not cheap sia
x.x

went to work today
7.30am shift
woke up at 6am
super tired
keep yawning non stop
since morning
more 7.30am shifts to come
T.T

having school tomorrow
then going out with Shan
got date
LOL!
:x


baby
don't worry
no matter what
i will wait de
but must give me an
acceptable answer okaes?
jiayous on your O's wors
do your best
you can do it de
i'm always behind you
<3



`signing off
01.11.2009 ; 9.58pm
JESSLYN

I'm Yours & You're Mine (: