saw something from JOYCE's blog
just like what i'm think
shall copyright it
but edited
:x
HAHAHAS!


There it goes:

I want you to hug me from behind, unexpectedly
I want you to hold me and keep me warm
I want you to cuddle with me and watch movies
I want you to kiss me in the rain
I want you hold my hands and play with my fingers
I want you play with my hair
I want you to lay in my bed with me and just hold me
I want you to let me dress you up and make you look silly
I want you to tell your friends everyday how much you love me
I want you to sing me songs
I want you to understand me
I want you to be true to me
I want you to tell me everything that you are thinking
I want you to tell me how you feel
I want you to watch the sunrise with me
I want you to think of me daily
I want you to kiss my nose
I want you to kiss my forehead after looking into my eyes
I want you to wipe my tears away
I want you to tell me you miss me
I want you to drop everything and hug me tight
I want you to snuggle with me in the movie theaters
I want you to squeeze me as hard as you can when you hug me
I want you to smile every single time you see me
I want you to be close to me
I want you to give me all your attention

Give me your time
Give me your love
That's enough for me
And i'm contented with it

I want you to know how much I love you
I just.. need you.



`signing off
09.12.2009 ; 2.30pm
JESSLYN

I'm Yours & You're Mine (:

GOSH
i'm getting so lazy
to blog
LOLS
perhaps no time?
:x

back to audition
old ign = ice_cream
new ign = `breastMILK
LOLS
cute ign hor?
xD

been going out
almost everyday
to the same place
but not bored of it

don't know what to blog anymore
shall see how again


ILOVEYOU
:D


`signing off
09.12.2009 ; 2.12pm
JESSLYN

I'm Yours & You're Mine (:

HEYHEYHEY!
i'm back to blog
after such a looooong time
xD

many things happened
too many to even name it
recovering from my damn sickness
._.

played STEPS
and back to AUDI
LOLS
i myself also
can't even believe it
x.x


iloveyou
<3



`signing off
22.11.2009 ; 7.19pm
JESSLYN

I'm Yours & You're Mine (:

saw his post
which he blogged
at 2am
due to the sms i sent
the gap i created
between us
after i blogged
my previous post
tears dropped while reading
his post

regretted
i seriously regretted
why am i so stupid?
why do i even said such things?
why do i even do such things?
why do i even think this way?
why do i even want to clarify?
i'm plain stupid
and dumb
i'm a goner

he said that
he don't want to receive
any smses from me anymore
not anymore
we've got nothing
to talk anout
i guess
this time round
he'll leaves

i understand
the disappointment
i gave to him
which i myself
also don't want to
due to my sensitivity
and confidence level
got me into such
deep trouble and hurt

deep down my heart
i hope he forgives me
i hope he will still be there
always for me
and by my side
happy fun together
spending our times together
but i know
it's impossible already
who would be so silly
to be together
with such a dumb girl?

i lost him
i lost him from my life
i lost my love
i lost someone
who i love a lot
the pain is killing me
i just hope
to receive his call
or even sms
so i can explain


baby
sorry
i'm sorry
and i seriously love you

if you insist of leaving
i won't stop you
just let me rot
since i'm so useless
i just hope you'll be happier
without me
please take very good care
of yourself
remember your meals
and have enough rest
take very good care
of your back and shoulders also

and again
i'm sorry



`signing off
06.11.2009 ; 9.28am
JESSLYN

I'm Yours & You're Mine (:

still nothing to blog about
not feeling in the right mood
confused & emo & uneasy
mixed feelings
for a few days already
hais

i know i'm wrong
i shouldn't have doubt you
but things just ain't right
you're so real
but yet so unreal
what should i do?

i'm really confused
will you lie to me?
will you hide things from me?
is everything you says
serious and real?
and such?
it's torturing me
miserably

i'm breaking down
i hope to know
the exact situation
thoroughly inside out
feeling rather uneasy
my heart isn't firm
i'm just too sensitive
and low self-confidence
which i hope to change the most

baby
i really love you
i hope you are too
please tell me
everything
and not hide
it's won't be good
T.T



`signing off
06.11.2009 ; 08.45am
JESSLYN

I'm Yours & You're Mine (:

actually
nothing much to blog also
just feeling rather
bored and no mood

can't sleep
felt uneasy the whiole day
still have the feeling now
hais
hope to hear from him soon
T.T

i'm seriously worried
keep having cry feelings
but i know i shouldn't
it's torturing me
hais

i will try to sleep soon
hope you are doing good
remember your meals
and have enough rest okays?
<3


baby
iloveyou
deeply
<3



`signing off
05.11.2009 ; 2.11am
JESSLYN

I'm Yours & You're Mine (:

it's been more than one week
since i last blogged
can't really remember what happened
x.x

yesterday was dad's birthday
and once again
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
:D
went to eat sushi buffet
at IMM
not cheap sia
x.x

went to work today
7.30am shift
woke up at 6am
super tired
keep yawning non stop
since morning
more 7.30am shifts to come
T.T

having school tomorrow
then going out with Shan
got date
LOL!
:x


baby
don't worry
no matter what
i will wait de
but must give me an
acceptable answer okaes?
jiayous on your O's wors
do your best
you can do it de
i'm always behind you
<3



`signing off
01.11.2009 ; 9.58pm
JESSLYN

I'm Yours & You're Mine (:

it's been almost one week
since i last UPDATE!
LOL!
:x

on sunday
stayed home
for almost the whole day
then went to god-niece full month
at pasir ris
she was like SO SMALL & FRAGILE
x.x

went to school on monday
everything was as usual
just got agitated by the same person
HER!
-.-

on tuesday
went lunch outside school
with clique
but i forget eat what le
LOL!
forgetful me
T.T

wednesday went lunch
before going school
with MengShan, Yuna & Adeline
Eileen, SinYee & Joyce left us alone
so bad
D:
went botak jones
super duper full larhs!
Shan, next time we should really share
x.x
full till can't walk
then weather hot like don't know what
-.-

thursday
went lunch with the usual GIRLS
MengShan, Eileen, SinYee & Joyce
Yuna had something on
went Mos Burger
ate an Ebi Rice Burger meal
with fries & MILK TEA
:D
with clam chowder
:/
lalalalalaaas~
xD

and now
TODAY
woke up at 6am
just to go toilet
was about to sleep back
alarm rang at 6.45am
just set alarm to snooze
MengShan called at 6.55am
FAINT
x.x

had breakfast in school
with MengShan & Joyce
then Mr ALEX LOH & Mr BAEY sat with us
LOL!
today they cannot catch us on our uniforms
XD

took the bus to WCP (West Coast Park)
the bus is like so empty
only 6+1+2+1
6 - Me, MengShan, Eileen, SinYee, Joyce & Adeline
1 - Hamzy
2 - Other class
last 1 - driver
:x

reached there
the weather is like SAUNA?!
SHE told HER
she feel like WHACKING me
i was like
LOL?
shouldn't i be the one
who feels like SLAPPING her?
treat her nicely
she took me FOR GRANTED
does she even earned the respect from others?
._.

played some games
before building sand castles
without tools
our poor hands
T.T

back to assemble at shelter
after building our castle
got Hwee Eng's email
so can send her the photos we took
:D

tried to get a cab
from WCP back to school
to meet the others for cca
but no cab!
and the sun was SCORCHING HOT
T.T
so called cab in the end
x.x

back to school
waited for more to come
drank 1 canned drink
and shared sandwich with MengShan
then walked to MINDS
place for people with lower IQ
did art & craft with the clients
then cab home
just too tired
DRAINED

while bathing
notice my arm is red
LOL!
free tanning without sun-tan lotion
tomorrow or sunday skin sure peel liaos
T.T
now whole body feel so warm
too much sun i guess
T.T

found out something
which really shocked me
things which i had never expected
but is too much of a coincidence
=.=
what should i do?
hais
life is just full of unexpectations

working full shift
for both tomorrow and sunday
MADNESS!!
x.x
hope everything will be fine
(:


know 2 new friends today
Hwee Eng & Wei Hoon
HELLO!
if you're reading this
>.<


baby
bite you!
:p



`signing off
23.10.2009 ; 7.45pm
JESSLYN

I'm Yours & You're Mine (:

HAPPY DEEPAVALI
to all my indian friend
:D
any curry for me?
:x

thursday
woke up at 9am
with the help of alarm clock
LOL
jut because my soup is ready!
._.

went to school
and it's boring
did excel
and facebook
=.=

friday
went to sch
early in the morning
boring lurhs!
then raining
so super cold
._.
then kept getting pissed by "her"
zzz
went to job agency after school

today
woke up at 9am again
auto woke up de
still super tired
did nothing

working later at 2pm
and i'm still at home
but i prepared already
:x
today's work is from 2pm to 8.30pm
hope can use facebook
so at least i won't be that bored
:/


baby
rest well hors
if now i gonna..
use bamboo..



`signing off
17.10.2009 ; 12.58pm
JESSLYN

I'm Yours & You're Mine (:

woke up at 10am
dad woke me up
he fetching grandma to the doctor
slept at 3am
can't sleep

meet joyce, sinyee and yuna
for lunch
planned to meet at 12pm
but sinyee late
so lunch in school
x.x

in class
facebook the whole day
all madness in cafe world
LOL!
friends
send me more gifts ya?
xD

dad fetched me from school
then fetched my mum
went for dinner

back home
facebooking again
._.
might be going out later
friend feeling down
x.x


baby
we don't quarrel anymore kaes?
not anymore hao marhs?
T.T



`signing off
14.10.2009 ; 9.27pm
JESSLYN

I'm Yours & You're Mine (:

woke up at 6 plus
went to school
reached on time

lesson notes not ready
so no lessons
played facebook in lab
lab 3 aircon rained
LOL!

went sumo house for house
bought chocolate ice blended
back to school
hot afternoon
._.

continue to facebook after lunch
teacher gave out our SOR
Statement Of Results
i've got 3.5!
xD
but overall sucks
got pulled down
by last year results
hais
no choice
T.T

reached home at about 5pm
continue to facebook
OMG
i'm like addicted
x.x

just went to the doctor
due to my legs
sobs
cannot take it le
MISERABLE!
T.T


baby
don't sad le kaes?
she is not a good sister
so don't bother hao marhs?
*sayangs*
<3



`signing off
13.10.2009 ; 10.32pm
JESSLYN

I'm Yours & You're Mine (:

SCHOOL REOPEN


woke up at 6.45am
can't sleep last night lurhs
leg itch till i cannot take it
T.T
so xing ku

school was miserable
lab 3 air con still spoil
since september
before holiday starts
._.
stupid school

by right should end at 1pm?
by left teacher release at 11.25am
:D

reached home
facebook all day long
LOL!
:x


babybaby
iloveyou
iloveyou
iloveyou
>.<



`signing off
12.10.2009 ; 9.26pm
JESSLYN

I'm Yours & You're Mine (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELVIN !


woke up at 9am
sms with few friends
online
did nothing much

msn
skype
blog
facebook
sms
chat on phone
this is only what i did for today
x.x

my leg
causing me
so miserable
T.T

skyping with baby
playing facebook

starting school tomorrow
so fast
._.


baby
jiayous for your O's
you can do it de'
don't stress yourself too much
<3



`signing off
11.10.2009 ; 11.11pm
JESSLYN

I'm Yours & You're Mine (:

After one full week
of 12 hours shift work
i’m gone for my 2 weeks holiday!
in XiaMen!
:D

Just arrived in Singapore
not long ago
seen quite a few things
in XiaMen
which i don’t see in Singapore
not even once
shall blog what happen in XiaMen
when i’m free
with the pictures~
:D

woke up at 8.30pm
godma kept waking me up
x.x
saying need to start preparing
to go airport liaos
o.o
then in the end
went for breakfast instead
._.
at the roadside stall
we went on the first day
when we arrive
x.x

left for airport at 10.30am
godpa’s nephew fetched us
arrived at airport
with godma
checked in our luggage
total weigh of 85kg!
LOL
although each person only accepts 20kg
:x
godma stayed in XiaMen
she gave both my mum and i
a tight hug
although only 2 weeks of time
but also very “xin suan”
):
flight supposed to be at 1pm
but delayed till 1.30pm
=.=”
luckily got show to watch
and it’s the show i like
xD

Took a bath
chatted with baby on phone
still chatting
got so much to tell him
but don’t know where to start from
T.T


baby
will you be close to my heart
always?



`signing off
10.10.2009 ; 10.08pm
JESSLYN

I'm Yours & You're Mine (:

erms erms
blogging in office
AGAIN
LMAOS!
last day of 12 hours shift
for this week
for consecutive 7 days
isn't it MADNESS?
somemore 1st to days
is public holiday
i'm seriously drained
can't even walk straight
x.x
but won't faint larhs
:D

going china tomorrow
for 2 weeks
will miss everyone
especially YOU
you know who you are de
>.<
*blush blush*
my this few days
of workaholic salary
shall gonna be spent in china
for that 2 weeks
D:

today work
doing data entry
should be full day
my eyes sure from
o.o
become
@.@
PANDA!
:x
long ago panda liaos
xD

got to start work le
tata!~


baby
must remember
take care of yourself
missmiss
<3



`signing off
26.09.2009 ; 8.44am
JESSLYN

I'm Yours & You're Mine (: